So, below is a list of some of the people I find attractive.

Girls:

Audrey Kitching 

Katie Kay 

Demi Lovato 

 

Nicole from ANTM 

Bonnie Wright 

Boys:

Ryan Ross 

Brendon Urie 

 

Tom Felton 

 

Hey, I haven’t posted in awhile, so here I am.

I’m kind of stupid. About 3 months ago I was told that I had to do a science fair project. I was all “Oh, I have plenty of time, I’ll do it later!” I now have 5 days to do it; I just, yesterday, with the help of Jessie, figured out what I was doing. *Sigh* I suck bad.

On a better note; not this Friday, but the Friday after that, Jesse, Ashley, and I will be going to see Matthew Good & Mother Mother. I’m really pumped for that.

On another, not so good note; My iPod is full. Which sucks. *Blah*

Something cool? Every Monday I have writers workshop, it’s really cool, I actually learned some stuff. I also have a class where I get to learn how to write screenplays; I’m writing one now, and if it’s good enough, people might actually act in it an stuff.

       Now on to bandom:

I think this cover is brilliant. And the guitar duel is awesome, it looks like they’re flirting with each other! Oh, how I would have loved to see them back then.

This is such a cute picture, I love Brendon & Shane! Something I find weird? Brendon is not wearing American Apparel underwear, but Shane is.

Yeah, so that’s pretty much it. I’m going to go start my science fair now.

behindthec - How Misery Loved Me (Brendon had never seen Ryan cry.)
Pit Stop at IHOP ("Do you want me to stop flirting with you?")
♥The Present and the Distance (There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2008, returning from an Australian tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Panic at the Disco loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story.)
Back to the Place (Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.)
♥So Catch Me Up (It's not so different from before, really -- a dance and a stage and words, choreographed and predictable. Ryan could do the steps in his sleep.)

selectivelyurie - ♥By Small and Simple Things (And there’s no way that Skittle is currently hoisted above the head of a tiny little brown-haired man who is pressing the mouse away with his foot and shrieking in frantic whispers... No, it’s just not possible. Except it is.)
Sunburn Vs. The Ryhokisses (Brendon Urie has a sunburn.)
Let Them Talk (Everything is blurry, his entire body is shaking with endorphins, his thoughts are jumbled together and he’s scared but Ryan Ross wants to fuck him so everything is right with the world.)
Can I Have Your Number? (CRACK Brendon really wants Ryan's number.)
@ Replies (TWITTER!FIC, FLUFF. Panic loves spamming Twitter.)

 "I loved him so much. I worried about him everyday I was with him and everyday since. I am sad for him that he seems so lost that he has alienated his band, friends, family and mentors in his new LA lifestyle. I am sad to see the things he is involved with and the people he surrounds himself with because if they loved him they would not put an addicting substance in front of someone who has grown up in an addicts household. They should know better. Shame on those "friends". I remember meeting a guy who loved books and poptarts and was in magazine for reinventing what cool ment, without booze or drugs. I thought that guy was pretty amazing. We are all worried. ALL OF US. One his family members told me today that I was the best part of his life... and And we have all reached out to him to no avail and thus, I will watch MIA create something on a perfect day and cry my eyes out for him and then I will wake up tommorrow and keep on keeping on in my life and moving forward. I am so sorry if that lets you down. I tried my best but he doesn't love me and it is clear that he doesn't love himself very much either. Please do not contact me regarding him, it hurts my soul too much. There is not a thing I can do. Thank you."
       -Keltie Colleen on her former boyfriend Ryan Ross, from her blog.

It made me cry. Actually a lot of things she says/writes make me cry. I like her, she seems like a nice person, she was good for ~him. I don't know what happened, and it's their personal life, so I don't want to pry, but I want to help. I feel sorry for Ryan, he lost his way and, I just don't know. He needs help. He won't listen to friends, family, or fans, he needs help from a doctor. And I know I have no right to say any of this, but I'm worried and have been for awhile. I wish him luck in his work, and his life. I don't know how much lower he can fall, he used to be one of my heros (and maybe still is) but I don't have a lot of respect for, if I have any at all. I totally just ranted, and this is all over the place, but that's okay, I'm not writing a book, just my thoughts.